I now live in PA

I can't say if I'm happy or not. I'm just here. I always thought I'd live on L.I. ny for the rest of my life. They say all things happen for a reason. Well if this isn't hell yet, I wonder what real hell is? I had no choice but to leave my home in L.I. ny. With my mom dying and my Brothers Kevin & Robin lying in wait to kick me out for good. I had to run to the home of my Fiance'/ Don. Now that I'm here,we have a home now. I don't think that Don is in any kinda of a rich to marry me. Seems every time I bring up get hitch,he won't answer me.